Saturday, March 26, 2005
9:15 PM
juz back from darren's hs..hez looking very fine..hahaz..juz tat his rite leg still has the metal thingy on it..n the scar is a heart shaped scar..he moves about in roller office chair now..zoe finalli gave him the supposedly 1000 cranes..n the guys down there..talk talk..the gals also gossiped..then some of them ended up playing ps..hahaz..then left the hs..sue lynn n le jia left earlier..mi n zoe left later while the guys went to orchard..:)..dear was sick..he dunno how to take care of himself..!!soBZ!!..hmm..wads more for mi to update..oh ya..lets talk about mi first day of work ytd..i realise im super emotional..i kept wanting to cry ytd at the wedding banquet..when the bride n the groom walked on the red carpet..i almost wanted to cry..tats the first one..then later when they showed the video clip on the screen..i wanted to cry too..!!it was so romantic..they got married last yr june in florida..where they first met..they met coz he was very hungry n she gave him a lot of food to eat..then he proposed on last yr vday in a hotel rm in ritz carlton which they stayed in last nite..n he also prepared a lot of food..n when he popped out the qns..all she said was yes..so sweet!!!hahaz..okok..their wedding onli had 3 ppl witnessing to it..coz itz in florida u see..then the bride was taken to the church by a horse carriage..alrite gals..dun go awww like mi coz itz super fairytale-like..hahaz..then they danced to the song 'your song' which can be found in moulin rouge..tats the second time..the third time was when he sang 'your song' to her..face to face..AWWWWW..though it was very out of tune..but i believed it was music to the bride's ear..itz juz so swwweeetttt!!!..the last one was when he told the bride in front of every body..he meant every word he sang in the song..so sweet rite??hahaz..he did the most touching thing in the world!!!at least..to mi it is..hahaz..he sang to her..oh gosh..wei ting will rmb how i melt when the teachers were singing 'wo nan guo' on youth day last yr although it wasnt to mi..dun ask mi y i melt when guy sings a song..i juz happen to..hahaz..maybe some day dreams n wishes mite juz come true..:)..to the bride n the groom..i wish u eternal happiness although i dunno u at all!!:D

Thursday, March 24, 2005
11:57 AM
weeeEEEEE!!!im backie after so long!!ahhaz..this few days nth much..had been icing at home if i didnt go out..hmm..lets see..tues went out with dear jun wei edwin shawn yvette jue ling n her bf to play pool at spore shopping centre..played for like..4 hrs..?ahahaz..but they so pro..so in the end i watched them play..then went to makan..then was looking arnd for smth..but dear there cant see properly..nvm nvm..got chance to de..hahaz..then ytd went out with dear..wanted to go to west coast..walked for dunno how mani thousand yrs..very tired..in the end asked mani ppl for directions then manage to go there de..hahaz..but down there think the beach is under construction ba..tats y like..all arnd onli have trees..hahaz..saw this very cute gal though..hahaz..:)..then later left the park..then spent a long long time on transport..even fell aslp n had a dream tat i was singing a song..some kiddy kiddy song tat i forgot wad it was..then later going home tat time smth BIG happened!!hahaz..but sheesh..gonna keep tat a secret between us..ahhaz..then today lehz..going to ice at home again lor..:(..tml supposedly have work de..but ritz carlton person keep calling mi n i keeping missing the calls..then call back they say they cant trace the calls..so i also dunno wad happen..can onli hope tat the person will call back again lor..oh ya..n i found another job together with dear n bf le..tuition coordinators..this sat 12 pm going down to outram mrt to see how it is like..i miss ytd!!!:(

Sunday, March 20, 2005
11:24 AM
ytd was 2e1 outing..!!i went with zoe..onli we gals..the rest all guys..then..go there..played frisbee for a while..then later sit there by the beach..then after tat the guys went to play soccer..mi n zoe down there playing cards..lying down listen to music..peng khoon down there slping..then later went over to see the guys to play soccer..this is the first time we so relaxed in sentosa!!!then later got into the water..played captain's ball..very fun!!ahhaz..but i play cheat..coz i cant beat the guys..so keep on poking them..but still..ive weak eyes..so they splash water on mi then i siam le..bryan almost lost his specs in the sea if not for nick who found it..then later got up the shore..mi n zoe sneaked into rasa sentosa to bathe..hahaz..at first the women saw us..when zoe wanted to go inside she got out..all prepared to stop us..then i call zoe go the other way..then later walk 1 whole big rnd..wan to go back to the beach de..then saw her walking past us in another direction..then we quickly ran inside the bathroom..so shuang!!!ahaz..first time bathe like in camp but the bathing conditions were much better!!hahaz..got hair dryer some more..think when the women saw us walking out the the toilet she was so fed up..hahaz..then later we watched the guys play bball..then later joined in..but i super blur..very tired n slpy by then..then instead of playing bball ive got the feeling tat im playing captain's ball..hahaz..so blur!!then keep sticking to zoe..make dear eat lime..:X..hahaz..then later went back to harbourfront to eat at the hawker centre..along the way..on the bus..hahaz..something almost happened if not for a person who spoiled it as dear claimed..:P..hahaz..i dun wan to initate..!!ahhaz..u know i super duber shy de..:P..then zoe by then already half dead..then i very slpy..then took 855..then 162 back home..oh ya..i like the big big shirt!!!very big n nice..but too bad cant keep mi warm on the bus..i was freezing cold..brrr..:)..ytd was fun..!!but very tiring..today leh..going shopping later at j8..to buy clothes coz converse has a sale up till today..!!:D..gonna shop for tee shirts..:)..oh ya..i juz rmbed..saw dear's injury on the face ytd..u dunno how to take care of urself de..:(..put cream!!!

Thursday, March 17, 2005
11:28 AM

taken in mac when we went there for breakfast before heading back to sch to take o levels results..like 3 retardies acting cute like tat..but..CUTE RITE??:D:D


11:27 AM

can see mi hiding in the shadow of the s??hahaz..


11:24 AM

siloso!!some 4-some zi lian kuang..hehez..


11:21 AM

tau pok!!


11:20 AM

how disgusting..the guyz jie zuo..


11:16 AM

chin i is being buried..hahaz..


11:15 AM

second take..:)


11:14 AM

first take..


11:12 AM

i took this pic!!skills not bad rite..??


10:54 AM
lolo!!hahaz..nth happened much lately..have been icing at home practically every day..waaaaaaa..!!!:(..juz to upload some sentosa pics we took tat time when out for 4e6 class outing!!:D

Tuesday, March 15, 2005
11:39 AM
was bored..read thru mi previous blog in sec 3..hahaz..tat time..if say scold until very cham..think mi diary even worse..realli..hahaz..was reading it the other day ma..was reflecting..forgot tat i was angry with michelle n yi qin before..now..all seemed so minor..miss zhonghua..the days there..how i wish..mi frenz..who were still with their someones at tat period of time tat time..are still with their someones now..:(

Monday, March 14, 2005
10:35 AM
hadnt blogged for 1 whole wk..whooo!break record le..coz for the past consecutively 6 days ive been going out all day..n i realli mean all day from morning till nite..hmm..let mi see wad ive done..ehz..watched 2 movies..the series of unfortunate events n hitch..hmm..comments arh..the series of unfortunate events was not bad..but somehow i still think tat jim carrey's looks very funny in the show..:P..then hitch..think the morale of the story is tat theres no definite way to get a gal..think itz quite true..but of coz..dun do the turn-offs..tat goes without saying..hahaz..then played pool for 2 days..mi skills still like nv improve despite playing so mani times..then..hmm..found a job as a promoter in the com exhibition from thurs to sun..but actualli..let daniel down..coz we onli turned up on thurs..actualli all along i wanted to go..sometimes cant stand the crowd..coz they give mi headaches..then theres a lot of ppl..but edwin..bee fang..eric..they all sianz sianz de..then in the end everyone sianz dun feel like going..daniel..i know we r very irresponsible..saying sorrie mite not helps..in fact it doesnt..but..realli realli sorri..met wei ting's white mouse..(shh..dun kill mi after reading this hor wei ting..)..but now..ytd call her..she happily with him..not to mention tat he got jealous coz i was talking over the phone with her for 22 mins exactly..finalli all of us r free..no need to be used as dang jian pan for her to go out with him..wei ting arh..get wad im hinting..??since we did u such a great favour each time..maybe itz time to treat us a meal??ahahahaz..then..these few days..smth big also happened..all along tot i misunderstood smth..then realise itz true..somehow mi instinct nv let mi down..everytime also so accurate de..was affected..rather affected..felt insecure..very insecure..then suddenly everything in the world seems so bizarre to mi..so unclear..cried a great deal..understood miself better..n im weaker than wei ting..emotionally..(n shes so proud over there when i told her ytd..hey..onli emotionally hor..mentally i think i stronger..:D..hahaz..)ya..then smth big almost happened..again..actualli i tot of it before..tot itz alrite..but realise..no..it wasnt as alrite as i tot it was..it was as bad as tat time..very bad..then had a long long talk..talked about wad ive always wanted to say the other time but nv had the chance to..everytime outta mi mind..n in the end..he said he wun leave mi..nv ever..he wun give up..tat time..i was wondering..where had mi perserverance gone to..wheres mi 'no matter wad happens i'll always hang on' tat kinda attitude..tat kinda spirit as i was for pb..but i'll hang on..i'll juz hang on..no matter wad..muz trust him..muz trust mi..(though itz super duber hard for mi to have faith in miself..)..everything will be better..ytd tot about it..after talking to wei ting over the phone..had a better picture of it..wad done cant be undone..dun let it repeat le..(oh yea..n the radio is playing the song 'i will nv try to break ur heart..'..n there it goes again..wad a gd background music..)coz smth else is more impt..:)..

Monday, March 07, 2005
11:34 AM
was flipping thru zhonghua 2004 yr bk a few days back..tot about a lot of stuff..lessons..frenz..teachers..in the morning..in sec 4..i started to wake up later than the past few yrs..so i reached sch at..7.20..then sometimes will see yana walking down to mi class..if not i'll go her class to find her..then will talk talk..then go down to parade square..sing zh sch song..will look out for some funny singing n the whole bunch of gals of us will start shivering n laughing..can see wei ting's ears turning red..(okie..i know tats mean..i know..)then go back class..everytime dread e lim's first period of physics..then in class i'll be distracted..if got ppl walk past sure will look outside(n ms tan soo lan said in her testimonial for mi tat im alert in lessons..well..hehez..)..then maths lessons change place with yuan hong coz ms tan soo lan said so..then sit there will keep crapping with emily..then chinese lesson sit at william's place i will fall aslp(im guilty!!but somehow i cant keep miself awake..)..eng lesson is always the period of time whereby i wun fall aslp..issit coz of ms ow or some other reason?i dunno..ss lesson will be yan jiuing ms chan clothes n tell wei ting..or whether she had grew fatter or slimer with chee lin..chem lesson rmb there was once i was very upset over some stuff i started laughing out suddenly n cried..tats scary..seriously..tats scary..hist lesson..somehow im very inspired by ms chew..tat i bought a bk regarding world war 2 hitler's period of time..itz called "IBM n the Holocaust"..n tat explains the reason y i owe mi mom 23 bucks..bio lesson..ms tan seow lan once wrote a note on mi test paper to call mi slp earlier at nite so tat i can be more alert during her lesson..n she put a ";)" smiley face there..shes so nice..n yet i flunk all mi tests..for some reason i juz dunno y no matter how hard i studied..i forgot the method to pass it well..then now..im at home..typing all these in mi blog..sec 4 life..think tats the most fun period of time in all mi life in sec sch..tat time..when i took o level results..ms ow said byebye to us..i was looking at her..then said byebye reluctantly..in mi mind..wad went thru mi mind was tat..is tat a final goodbye?i didnt wan to say byebye..i hate saying goodbye to things i love..i love zhonghua..i realli do..when mi parents forced mi to get into zhonghua instead of cedar tat time..i muz say tat i didnt regret coming to zhonghua..theres where i met mi great frenz..n the special person..he told mi before..'dun cry becoz itz over..smile becoz it happened..'great memories juz had to be kept in mi mind..yea..i dun like saying byebye..tats y i didnt turn up for any farewell gatherings in sr..both mi og n cg one..tats y everytime after i say byebye i will juz turn n walk away..i dun wanna dwell on it..it will make mi even more sad..like it did during mi o level results release..i rmb theres once dear said everytime i say byebye i will juz turn n walk away..:(..now u know le..for ppl who r reading this n still in zhonghua..as i always say..cherish ur life in zhonghua now..n dudez..i think..we all did cherish the times we had in pb..pb rawks..

Saturday, March 05, 2005
8:42 PM
hmm..today nth much actualli..went to parkway with mi parents..bought an op pants..finalli..$39.90..:X..very ex..but once in a while an op pants..think shld be okie la..sheesh..sometimes realli feel tat im a spendthrift..shopping normally will add up to 100+..the amt of money i spent ytd n today is like..okie..juz on clothes alone will be $85..then tml going with mi aunt to suntec..she treating mi to jap food..:)..hehez..hmm..like wad malcolm says..hao mei you xue zhuan qian jiu xian xue hui hua qian..qian bu rong yi zhuan..gotta find a jobbie soon..owe mi sis 40..mi mom 23..mi dad 10..now..73!!!argh..mi mama nags at mi whole day to find a job..tml mi aunt is going to give mi more nagging..but i haven flip thru the papers for today..think later ba..miss him a lot..:(

Friday, March 04, 2005
5:48 PM
wweeeeEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeee..came back from shopping at tampines..didnt spend too much though..juz 45 bucks on 3 shirts..today quite okie le..but haven buy enough shirts yet..n i still haven find nice 3/4 pants n op pants yet..hoping to go shopping tml again..hahaz..:)

Thursday, March 03, 2005
10:22 AM
ytd went to dear's hs with malcolm n edwin..down there..supposed to help him to choose courses de..then in the end..ended up he no mood to choose..we all a bit sianz..but partly i sianz also coz mi mood is not very good in the first place..coz of some stuff i cant possibly disclose in the blog n let everyone knows..then edwin n malcolm keep playing gb..left mi n him alone..:(..itz not ur fault..u did try to make mi not so sianz..u not failure..u r special..rmb..:)..then today..staying at home..watch mi gal vcd..got time also watch zi jing zhi dian vcd..n try to submit mi jae..

Wednesday, March 02, 2005
8:53 AM
e6 outing was ytd!!it was fun!!hahaz..we r supposed to meet at 11 at habourfront then in the end everyone late n majority arrived at 12..then had lunch..then head off for sentosa siloso beach..down there..we played vball first..then later played a bit of frisbee among the gals..oh ya..there were 10 guys n 6 gals who went..not bad le leh..hahaz..then later..the guys went into the water..i wanted to swim..coz like very very long nv swim le..1 yr?or more than tat ba..then later..i was the first gal the guys pulled mi into the water..the gals told mi tat i was hopping into the beach..coz when lin seng n jason pulled mi down..got some guys gather arnd also..i was afraid tat the guys will pull mi legs n carry mi n throw mi into the beach..which mi eyes cant take it de..mi eyes very afraid of water..hahaz..ive weak eyes..:P..then later..all the gals also went into the water..coz of mi!!n the guyz partly..hahaz..then..in water played captain's ball with the guys..very fun..!!hahaz..coz chee lin too strong le..he supposed to catch ball then everytime he caught it..then mi grp won!!!hahahaz..though richard a bit gay..okok..maybe not a bit..keep on hugging to chee lin..:X..hahaz..then later chee lin specs dropped into the sea..!!but in the end thanks to the goggles i borrowed from some guy who was in charge of rasa sentosa..he found it!!he very lucky..coz the guy whom i borrowed goggles from said tat very hard to find back the specs le..coz the sand will be piling on top of it n we cant see..his luck so gd!!!they bought 4D..1518..coz tats the time whereby he found the specs..hahaz..then cont playing for a while more..then got to the shore..played bball for a while then vball..but hit until mi hands very pain coz the vball too sandy..then later went up there with li yun n wei ting to delifrance to have our dinner..then later li yun's someone came along..then not soon later we left the place..li yun n her someone remained there..then zoe hong jin n emily went to harbourfront to have dinner..mi n wei ting went home..reached home at 8 very tired..then ytd till now mi face red red de..ytd after tat not so bad..coz very pinkish i look perfectly like barbie doll..:X..hehez..then now like red lobster like tat..hahaz..legs n hands also kanna tan a bit..but i was wearing tee shirt so now mi arms have 2 colours!!nvm..next time got tan again..:)..after 3 mths..4e6 is still the class im most comfortable with..i miss e6..the fun n crap we had together..
